As I said, I never give up. People may think that I'm mad, and people may think that I'm too foolish to think that love is not just someone to whom you speak on the Internet. No. People are just stupid, thinking that we cannot feel emotions, like being happy, being sad, missing someone, missing somebody, people just can't understand. Now, you guys are maybe asking yourselves why I'm writing in english. Well, obviously, it's not for you, I think you guys understand pretty well. It's for someone and that person will recognize him/herself very quickly. :)
What should have happened is that, you should have talked to me
Talking is really awesome, you know, that's what we were during for several days now, two months ?
And then one day you decide to just stop. Was I not here when you cam back ? Who was crying when you did that one mistake ? Of trying to fuck all up ? Who was still here ? You were just to blind to see it. And the worst in all this fucking story is that, after coming back, you just decided to stalk me. Instead of talking to me, do you even understand what talking means ? See, when you say nothing, there are just too much problems, whereas if you had talked to me, it would have been much more easier. You talk to say the problem, and you talk to solve the problem. See ? That's how it works. That's called a conversation. We just had to discuss about it. You were just too selfish at that moment.
Anyway. You know how it should have happened ? You should of had talked to me that night, you said to me that you loved me, you went to bed at 10, now you're here until midnight, I don't understand. Maybe I was too blind to see that you didn't really love me anymore.. Yes, of course, that was it, I was too blind, for me, you were "dead" as you say it so repeatedly. On and on, in your head you were gone, so as in my here, you weren't really here for me anymore. I should have been less foolish, I was just so dumb to fall in love with someone like you, I was just so stupid to say to myself that it was us until the end. I didn't cheat on you, weren't really together anyway. I just loved you, that's all.
Anyways, I always have that Kbook, "our" book, and yes, I keep writing in it, just because I hope one day we will be able to read it together
I'm nearly 18 and my mom took an appointement at the tattoo artist because, yes, I'm getting my "K" tattooded on my 2nd finger and 2 horizontal stripes on the 4th finger.
I don't care if you don't want it to be like that, I'm gonna be 18 and no one has to tell me what to do or when to do it, I do what I want.
I'll make a next article soon enough, just on how it was supposed to happen and to say all we're gonna miss.